“The Earth is 75% water. Teaching your kid how to swim is important.” 

Words from my stepdad and I agree with him completely. Anything is possible and can happen. I know for sure when I have children of my own, a family of my own, I will make sure everyone of them will know how to swim. The last thing I would ever want to hear is that some accident happened. Who knows who the person I’ll be like in the future, but knowing now, I know I would be a complete wreck if I ever had to hear something like that, such as an accident, happened. No matter how strong I will have to be, I know I won’t be able to handle it.

I honestly will never forget my high school experience. I will never forget the people I’ve met. The things that have happened. 
I won’t forget any of it. 

There was something different about this that hit me harder than the others and I’m not quite sure what it was.　

Sometimes, I stop and think and hope that it’s me. But that is just my mind playing tricks on me and I’ve learned not to fall for them and just shake those thoughts out of my mind. Then I end up continuing what I was doing, clearing those old thoughts away.

It’s just too soon. Too early. Hoping and praying that everything will be okay may be the only positive thing to turn to. We just have to see what happens and hope he’s okay and safe wherever he may be.
He has so much going for him for the future. It’s just too soon for all this to be happening.

I mean think about it. Think about the disappointment you’re going through. The sadness. All of it, everything, it’s just temporary. Especially if you’re young. Some things may stick to you because it’s part of your memories. You’ll have new ones that will come and push the unwanted ones to the back because you have your whole life ahead of you that makes that happen. 

You have your whole life ahead of you. Just think about that shit. 

Anonymous asked: when's the last time you had a bf

It was about a month, October-November haha! 

I used to write so much on Tumblr. I was so expressive with my thoughts and being open, but now, I don’t ever really have so much to say anymore. It’s not that I bottle a majority of the things I want to say to myself, I just don’t ever know what to say or how to say it. A bunch of it is just the same, and if I did ever express myself, it would be redundant. I have my much more personal blog that only a select few are aware of, where I write deep shit and more personal thoughts. 

I’ve become less open about things to people, and I don’t mind that at all. I’ve learned that many people are just curious and nosy rather than caring about a situation. I mean, I’m a curious person, but that is because I care. Other people, once they’re all in your business, they don’t care. They don’t bother to help. Not just because it’s “none of their business and don’t want to get involved”, it’s because a majority of the people are nosy and simply don’t care.